i'm feeling very down n upsad!!
i donnoe y i'm feeling tiz way...since yesterday!
get upsad wth small things...take it 2 hard wth
someone words...nvm i thk she didnt mean it as well!
Get more upsad...as he was not around me...
he wen 4 chalet...hoping 2 see him,or mit him there...
but...aaarrrghhh....4get it!!
i felt so lonely yesterday...n even 2day!!
Y?Y?Y?y...do i feel tiz way!!
izzit bcoz im sick in the same time!!
aaarrrgghh....i realy felt lonely...im very disappointed,he didnt msg me,
didn't reply my msges,didn't
even bother asking how am i 2day?
i guess his realy having fun at chalet!
n mayb bz enough cant even kol me 4 awhile....is tat true??
aiiiizzz.....y am i reacting tiz way?!am i worried tat the fact tat his there?!
n i can't believe it...his still there till 2day...since friday nite!
yah OK...i am WORRIED!!Will he realy takecare of himself...knowing his limits...
will there b BITCHY GALS,MINAHs2 around??
or will he get drunk?!
aaarrrggghhh.....is my B ok??is he?
i'm juz so WORRIED 4 him!
anything may juz happen there...
Bbb......i juz need u at tiz moment...im depress...
tak sedap hati since yesterday...
even i had a bad dream juz now....
hmmm....i'm still waiting 4 his msg...his kol....
i miss him so much!
N...my MIRELLA's...
Sorry 2 keep u gals worried tat day...
i realy had no mood...i need somtime 2 b alone tat day....
yah...i'm indeed abit piss off by...hmmm...
ur words...Famela...=(
nvmlah!itz ok...i have 4get bout it...
im not suppose 2 take it 2 hard on it....
hmmm....juz tat day,feeling so so so down...
n i did cry out loud at laz...=..(
the feeling is juz like beeing left alone wth no one...
hmm...so tat sat,i did wen somwhere 2 find a peace n juz 2 entertain myself..
Wen by town...so much event happening there...
saw the troop of ALI BABA n THE GANG...
den a tall PINK PRINCESS....n a PRINCE....
but only manage 2 capture the princess...i like her gown!!
N get 2 watch the brazilian martial arts...
itz realy FUN watching their performance...
Hahahaz...mcm nak join plak!
Eh..tat friday nite,i watch GOALGENCU...i like the movie...
itz about tiz girlish gal took part in playing FUTSAL...
itz like so fun seeing galz plaing tat!
hehez...feeling like joining a game like tat!
can i b like tat??hehez....
Neawae...i support BRAZIL!!
hehez...n been wanting 2 get 4 myself a jersey
n of cos...it muz be my favourite team...BRAZIL!!yellow n green...
Where can i get it?a cheap 1....my cousin said pasar mlm...
if i bought it a sportwear shop...
all the sizes r 2 b BIG!American size....can't fit it!GELEBEH nanti if i wear!
hehez...hmm...will try 2 look 4 it
at pasarmlm i guess...
hmmm....
so heres the ALI BABA N THE GANG in town!!hehez....
the TALL PINK PRINCESs....
Now i juz hope he will kol me wenhe get back....realy miss spending my weekends wth him!MISS U Bbb!!=(
